So, yeah. My lovely oldest brother updated his status on FB about Maggie. Really? A lot of old emotions stirred up and I'm not too happy about it.
One of my old friends once told me to rid the people who make me miserable. C&K are two of those people and I've only 'kept them around' because they're "family". I put that word in quotation marks because they're family by blood and blood only.
I'm sick and tired of pretending like everything is alright and putting up a front, when really, things are not. I'm not one to sit back and let things like this happen. I'm in control of my happiness and they're in my way.
I'm at work, trying to calm down, but my anxiety's creeping up steadily. It's stupid how something so trivial can work me up like this, but I guess it just shows how deep these wounds/scars are.
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